I'm sick

I'm sick and feeling not so well. I've a nap for 2-3hours this evening, and I just woke up. I feel like I'm going to throw up here! Lols.

I actually do not want to stay here in front of my computer, but I couldn't back to sleep and I'm waiting for my husband to come back. My husband and my step son are playing Wii. You know what, my step son birthday today! He turned 12years old and they celebrate his birthday in under river and eat in veggie resto. We didn't able to go because I and my baby are sick. My baby was coughing and I'm having a cold which really annoying for me. I'm getting tired of this cold, Waaa! I am not sure why I'm always getting it from other sick people, so that's mean I'm not strong enough to fight a virus. Argh! Hopefully I won't get the H1N1, I'm sure I don't need to told you about H1N1 am I right? If you don't know H1N1, you must kidding me then.

So how's chick? I hope everything good. As of me I was hooked with Korean movie these days. Wow, I didn't know that Korean movie was really addicting. You know me I'm so addicted watching Filipino movie, not Korean or Chinese movie or any movie. But now, look I'm always watching Korean, Japanese, or Chinese movie in YouTube. I guess everything has been changes now. Ha-ha! I don't even care If I watched my favorite Filipino teleserye now, I feel like my favorite teleserye getting less exciting. Perhaps because dinky or let's just say Marcedita not there anymore?

Oh well, let's moved on another topic. Let's talked about my baby inna! This is her; I mean the picture in the left. She look like she gets chubby isn't? I took this picture yesterday morning, while we're playing and suddenly she put her cookies box on her head. Ha-ha!

I was laughing at her when she put this cookies box on her head and she kept doing it. Then I immediately get my Sonny Ericson cell phone to take her a good snap shot and thought of sharing this picture here! Isn't she looking so funny like this?

PS: If you wanted to see more picture of my baby inna, you can also visit her blog of Inna's Wishful Thinking.

Kung aagawin mo ang lahat sa akin

You'll probably noticed that I'm always posting an update about this sine novela "Kung aagawin mo ang lahat sa akin". Yeah, I admit I so love this sine novela. I'm so excited to see what'll happened next.

I took this picture today, and while watching this episode me, and my friend are screaming and little bit excited. Haha. The episode getting more, and more exciting. I just love the story!

Don Gilbert Andrada (Nonie Buencamino) and his wife Dona Clara Andrada (Jackie Lou Blanco) always wanted to have children. But due to Dona Clara's heart problem, conceiving a child would prove fatal for her. One stormy night, a mysterious woman gave two baby girls to Don Gilbert in a relief operation. He named them Maureen (Maxene Magalona) and Mercedita (Jackie Rice). Don Gilbert arranged the papers so the children would be legally theirs. But Dona Clara cannot accept the children. She said they are not hers. She became pregnant with Don Gilbert, he tried to convince her to abort but she didn't agree. Surprisingly, she actually survived the pregnancy and bore a baby girl named Gladys (Glaiza de Castro). despite being Don Gilbert's real child Both Maureen & Mercedita's became closer to Don Gilbert because of their good & studious attitude because of this Gladys always envied her sisters because of their father's attention.

She tormented her sisters, while Dona Clara encourages her to maltreat them even more. She was encouraged even more when she learned that they were adopted and she's the only real daughter. Gladys cannot comprehend why everything she wanted falls to Maureen, so she tries to ruin Maureen's life with schemes, try to get Maureen's love away from her and use Mercedita against her own sister. Gladys tries to take away everything from her sister, but unknown to herself, she is only taking away her own joy and happiness.

Then, Maureen falls in love with her classmate Arvin Samaniego (Patrick Garcia). But, when Don Gilbert discovers Maureen and Arvin's relationship, the two where separated. Arvin tries to bring back Maureen but she refuses to love him. Meanwhile, Gladys has a crush on Arvin and tries to steal Arvin but was unsuccessful. Gladys won't stop until she takes everything away from Maureen.

Now these questions remain: Will Gladys take everything from Maureen? Will Arvin persuade Maureen to love him again with there parents around? Will Mercedita reunite with Maureen again? Will the Andrada family survive the obstacles coming in there way?

Aside from that, I also did tons of bloghopping! I've spread my second blog contest, and I search for free grapics online to used for blogger layout. I don't know, and I am not sure yet if I can able to install my photoshop tommorow! I hope, I can! So I can started the layout tommorow or next day.

So I was gone for few days...

It's been a while since I've post an update here. I know it's not that really long, but I feel like I was gone already for a month. So what sup guys? Anything news? Mine I was a bit busy these past few days. Busy, busy with my little girl. Everyday were playing, talking and swimming in the beach. It's really fun though. After waking up in the morning, we're usually go for a little walked in the road, or beach and afterwards went for a hot swim. Swimming, and water is one of my baby inna loves. Yes, to tell you honestly my baby inna really loves playing in the sand, built castle and counting rocks, and throwing rocks in the water. In other worlds, she prefer more playing in outside doing these things rather than inside playing her toys. I'm always buying her toys, but I've noticed nowadays she's more getting curious outside, walking, climbing, swimming, and learning how to talked to people. And Yeah, and I think it is good for her she's getting excercise. And thats mean, she's getting more, and more active. Active baby is good and healthier!

So anyway here's my little girl, lying on a swing.. I took this picture last week when we visit Ate ning (the previous owner of our house).

I admit, I never put my little girl in a swing even when she was young. We've tried it, but she prefer more lying on the bed with her mama and papa.

You'll probably noticed her face that she's kinda curious, just like she's asking her self, "Wow, this is fun. I had never tried this before, what is this? bed?" haha.

And guess what? While I was taking her a snap shot, she so serious looking ate ning. Just like she's telling on her, "hay naku. sorry auntie, my mom taking another picture!".

Anyway let's talked something else, about today. Today is a busy day. My family and I've went to town to meet important people and for groceries shopping.. Its a good day though, it's another beautiful day. But, you know what after went for groceries shopping, right after we went to NCCC the rain started fell down. I am glad it's not a bad rain. LOL.

I'm scared that the road near in our place would fall down in the beach. Yeah, I am not kidding! The road here near in our place starting cracking and falling down in the beach. Looks scary though, I feel like doesn't want to drive there any more. Haha. Luckily I am not the driver, the husband of mine! Haha.

Here, another picture of my little girl. She was sitting in the chair, playing and looking the stranges people while they're eating their lunch. She's thinking of "I wish, I can have some of those. Those! those eggplant with cheeze! Looks yummy, it's look like it! I can see it, I can see it to their faces. Waa, I badly need to tell to my mom about it. I want it! I want it! I want eggplant with cheeze". Hehe. Just making thought of her, lols. Not real.. real, real thought of her. *grin*

Goodnight everyone! Have a good sleep!

I'm bit lazy already to update my blog

Wow, I'm a bit getting lazy already to update my blog. I dont know why. And also, it seems like I dont have any time to update this blog and my other blog with latest article anymore. I seem to have more time now playing games in facebook, than updating my blog. Thats means, I'm getting more interested in playing games than earning money online. Well, I'm just tired of bidding all the time, and everyday then I only recieving rejected from advertiser.

But today I think its my lucky day. You know what, I have recieved lots of task from different advertiser. Yes, I already earned more than 40$ today including my 3 task in triple ppp. It's a good day though, I wish its always like this. Well, who doesn't?

So anyway today was a little bit busy. I did 5 task this morning, had a nap in the afternoon, and play with my baby inna while watching our favorites teleserye. It's bad though, bad because we did not watch our favorites teleserye property! Haha. My twinsister said, "Man, if I knew that this tv got a problem again. I went to the store to watch it there!" then she's laughing and talked to me "Why when were watching this teleserye here, the tv always kept on having getting a bad signal, and no sounds?" then I replied, "I knew that, I've been thinking of that. Perhaps they want us to be excited?" I then laughed.

Well let's moved on with another topic. Let's talked about my baby inna now, okay? This morning after waking up, we went straight in outside house, and had breakfast. You know what, my baby inna not baby any more. Sometime there is a time that I'm talking to myself and said, "Wow, it seem like it was just yesterday when I'm a kids, playing in the streets with my childhood friends. And now I have my own smart, cute and sweet baby!" It is like I can't believe how times really flies by. Just imagine that?:) I just was there before, and now I'm here! I got my own family, and not depending to my parents any more. *sign*

I really miss them you know, I miss my father, my young brother and other brother, niece, my mother and some of my childhood friends. Being away from a family was a bit sad and scary. Everytime I've to leave my baby inna with my twinsister when were going for a shopping food or anything else, I felt really sad. Even for only an hour or two I felt like she was gone for a long time!

Anyway this is my "mag - ama". I was talking over the phone when I took this picture. After an half and hours waiting for them to got up, finally my baby heard me. I then sat down next to her and talking with her with baby langguage.

Then, she pointed to her side and said, "Papa! Papa!" she smiled at me and her papa started talking with her.

I then I got up, and went to my computer desk to get my sony ericson and took them picture. This is it, this is the picture I took with.

I stay up late

I'm supposed to be sleeping right now, but again I am stuck infront of my computer - currently playing a farmtown. Actually, I've just done finishing this header of this blog. It took me a long time to edit though since I've nothing to used for editing, just paint! Haha.

Edit/: My baby and I got up at late this morning. Mr.Sun shine his lights when we were sleeping direct to our bed earlier, so I got up to cover our window with a curtain. It really irritated to the eyes. After that I went back to sleep, but we woke up so late. I think its about 8:30am when I heard my husband talking someone over the phone. I rolled my eyes, I see my baby inna lying on the bed - strecthing her body and I asked her? "How's your sleep beh?" Then my husband said, Wow, you woke up late today, his talking with my baby inna.

This is my baby inna this morning, stretching her body after woking up by her papa voice! His papa talking over the phone with a loud voice. Hehe.

After strecthing her body, she got up, went straight to my computer desk and she was pointing her milky can. Thats mean, she wants me to make a bottle of milk! But I offered her water and biscuits for breakfast. In breakfast, and lunch I usually offered her water, though if she really wanted milk I'd give her the bottle. But we are trying to get rid of the bottle for my baby inna. It's been a past couple weeks now when I've started offering her solid food during a day time such as a rice, potato, veggies, chili beans, barbeque and mores. Ofcourse, at first she was compaining about not having her milk bottle but days goes she used to it. She lost weight though, just only 1weeks not having a milk bottle she lost 2 kilos. But she's getting tall. In fact, its good for her because before she's over weight. Yep, she is over weight and now she's a normal baby!

When I have nothing to blab about, this is what I do

Yep, water. Enjoying the water in the beach with my baby inna and girlfriend.

Since yesterday I'm having a hard time to think of story that I should post here. Honestly, I run out of story already since I'm always sitting infront of my computer, updating all my blog, playing with my baby inna and going to the beach or store. Haha. Same routine everyday. Nothing changes!

Anyway today is just an ordinary day. My baby woke up earlier than us. She trying to wake me up by riding on me. I was shocked and hurt though, she push my breast really bad. Haha. But its was fine for me, I think she just want me to got up because mr. sunshine's already up!

I got up, and went straight in cr for pee! And when I came back in bed, my baby inna said; Ma! A-a which mean she wants to go poo poo. I rushed her in the cr, but she already poo on her pampers! Well.. I think thats probably the reason why she's trying to wake me up 'cause she wants to go poo poo! We started training her when she was 10-11 months old but still, there's a time that she won't say anything when she knew that she needs to go cr!

After I washed her, my girlfriend knock the door and said, "Is inna awakened yet?" Lets go.. Then, they went downstair for a morning tv and eat a breakfast. My girlfriend help me to watch my baby inna every sunday! Thats what I like here in Phillipines, I got many helper.:) In america, its very expensive though. My husband pay 30$ an hour to his worker before when were still in Hawaii.

Anyway moving on.. at 5pm in the afternoon, I got some visitor came to our house. It's not expected though, I was about texting her regarding about meeting last thursday then my girlfriend here knock the door and said; "Ate rosa, there's a people in the gate. They waiting for you, lourdes said Ate relly?" Then, I went out and I see them standing in the gate - waiting for me.

I have it again

Lastnight I went to bed at 9pm which is too early for me. Usually I'm going to bed at night around 11pm-12am. But lastnight I've pain in my left side back which made me cry a lot until I fall asleep. I felt really bad. I didn't eat dinner, I eat only biscuit and have a pineapple juice in can.

I am awakened by pain in my left side back at 3am this morning, I think I have the same problem I have before - UTI! And I went back to sleep after an hours with no pain in my left side back after I poo and fart a lot! I am glad I able to went back to sleep.

After 4 hours sleep, I got up into bed no pain in my left side back. I went straight to my computer, i've check my email, and chat with other sister and friend online. 30 minutes later my baby got up into bed and went straight next to me. I got up in my chair, we play in the floor matress, laid down and after we went outside for a little walk. We went to the store, and talked to my girlfriends (we spend almost 2 hours there, talking and sitting). Then we go home and have our lunch. I've cooked vegan sisig, and barbeque hotdog. I've take a lot, a lot of food cause I did not eat dinner lastnight! It was good food though, actually its my favorite food with matching fresh buko. He-he!

It's Friday, just an ordinary day

Yes, its friday again. This means, my favorites filipino teleserye "Kung aagawin mo ang lahat sa akin" is the last day, last day of this week! Not the last day of the teleserye! Man, were excited for the next episode. Can't wait! It's already 12:16pm here the afternoon, so this means.. We need to wait more 3 and half hours. Yikes!

Oh well.. howdy guys? Mine was a good day, not bad! I woke up at 6am in the morning because the sun light pointing in my eyes. It's really hurt in eyes though. My eyes are watery and painful and very sensitive to the sunlight.

I got up and went straight to the bathroom, afterwards I sat down infront of my computer and check my email. I recieved about 50 email, as usual most of them is from spam and feeds! I've been recieving a 100 spam comments from my other blog, its really annoying though.. I've install killer spam comments plugin but nothing happened. I think this blog tellings me that I should move in blogger platform. In blogger platform there is no spam comments coming on my others blog! No problem at all.

Back to topic. After checking my email, since I couldn't get back to sleep. I decide to finished my paid opportunities in seo, about mobile phones. I really enjoy grabbing opportunities in seo - they pay a good money even its a long words. Yes!! its really worth it. I make the paid opportunities for half or 1 hour and I'll recieved the 10$ or 7$ right away. Good eh?

One hours later I heard my baby inna talking, talking by herself. She was sitting in the matress in the floor and playing with her baloons. I laid down next to her, and we started talking baby langguage. I really enjoy playing, and talking with my baby inna. She so much fun! We eat, talk and play.

This is her this morning while talking with me! She's really angel! She so good. While she was lying on the bed, she was tikiling me and massage me! Yep, she knows how to massage. She act like a big girl now!

She can understand english, tagalog and kapampangan, she can almost talk, she's a friendly baby not shy baby, she's a dancer baby and she can sing! Everyday she's really growing, getting tall and losing weight!

When problems come, this is what we do

These past week my girlfriend in the store, we called her "Inday" or let say "Rosanna" (the girl in the right) having a big problem regarding her life. Well.. actually since she was 6 years old young, she have this problem.

Everytime I'm going to the store, I always see her sad face, she stress! Whenever I asked her about what she's thinking about. She won't say anything. She only said, "Nothing, just sick!" But I already know what she's thinking about, I'm only asking her because I don't want she feel that she is lonely.

Yesterday in the afternoon. While my twinsister, baby and I watching a Nursery rhymes in youtube, suddenly I asked my twinsister to go with me in the store, just like I felt strange. I don't know! Just like I felt Inday or Rosanna need us.

15 minutes later we arrived at the store and we see inday or rosanna lying on the table. I asked my twinsister, Is that Inday? She response. Yep! Then Inday woke up, and went back to sleep again.

We stayed there for 30 minutes, then Beyb (the girl in the left above) went out. We started talking, talking about something else.

5 minutes past I asked Beyb, why she's sleeping there? It's so hot here! (I'm asking her about Inday.) Her replied; I don't know! This morning she felt really cold, and I think she's having a fever. I response; Ohh, too much stress? Poor Inday! Probably she's tired and stress.

Well.. that really interested me and made think, "What her boss doing to her? Why she giving her a hard time?" Then, suddenly I've asked beyb (her co-worker). Why sister daisy give her a hardtime when she wants to work for a baby sitter? (I'm talking about her boss, I called her sister daisy because she's old than me.) She reponse; What you mean? With curious face. I response; You know what I mean, whenever I want to get inday for a baby sitter with inna. She always control her! She alway says, "Inday not allowed to sleep there! And If she work a baby sitter she can't comeback!

I felt unfair though. Her boss wants me to get her young sister as a baby sitter, but why Inday won't let her to work as a baby sitter? I have a feelings that she doesn't want to work Inday as a baby sitter because they're jealous! Jealous of her! Because Inday get 300 pesos a day, and she only give her worker 1000 a month.

And this is me in pink shirt, and my twinsister in the right. I'm looking the camera, and my twinsister watching inna while she's eating peanuts (see her face? full eh?).

Were having a conversation here about Inday problem. We look all sad, and have a heavy problem that we couldn't fix lols!

My twinsister and I'd think, "Why Inday just leave her work in the store? so her boss won't think her bad anymore. Man! If I was her, I will leave the store if my boss always think of I am bad.

Just like a month ago. Her boss think Inday have sex with her husband. And her husband get really mad at her boss because what she said though.

My story of life, when I was in Hawaii

Year 2007, when my husband and I were living in the Big Island in Hawaii. We used to send my family money for their expenses every month. It was a lot though, but my family waste all the money! My mom become a gambling addicted, and my father become a alcoholic. We have a guy working with us (his a friend of my sister or just say ours neighbor). My husband asked him to open a bank account, where my husband can direct his business hard earn money. And also so that my family can have a money every month or just incase there's a emergency.

Three months later, my husband recieved an email from the guy (my sister friend who was working with us) regarding my family bad attitude. According to my husband, my father become an alcoholic guy and my mom become a gambling addicted. It was really hurt, and I did not know what say. I felt like someone punch me many times in my nose!

My husband asked the guy (my sister friend or our neighbor) watch my family everyday!

Then a weeks later, my husband recieved another email from the guy (my sister friend or our neighboor) telling him that my father has been going to his house and trying to hurt him. Man! I was so hurt, and did not know what to do. I really felt like deep hurt in my heart!

Days coming so fast, until I felt having a pain in my back, pressure, tightenings or contractions. I thought it just a normal, so I did not bother my husband on his asleep. Two hours later my pain in my back going really bad! I finally decide to wake up my husband and told him about what I am having. Then, he replied; When that's started? How? Where? And I said; Oh.. just a three hours ago when were just finished watching a horror movie.

He sat down in the bed and call the midwife right away, its about 12 at midnight.

Three hours past, midwife arrived at home. They started checking me, and my baby. Well about 20 minutes later the contractions were back to 5 to 10 minutes apart and its getting stronger than ever. I've push, I pushed and my husband next to me. The midwife have injected something on me, then the contracstion is getting stronger. I am sweating, and pushing.. but my baby not came yet.

My water broke on the water after 5 hours later. But I was very upset about how slow my baby come out. I laid down about 10am in the morning with contraction, it very strong contraction. It was hurt, and I'm getting fustrated. I was tired and I felt so weak. I've try to put myself into sleep but I couldn't! The contractions getting so painful and its coming every 5-20 minutes.

10 hours later, my husband and the midwife has decide to take me in the hospital which two hours drive! It was raining that time, and moddy! My husband went out to call our driver to cottage, its about 1am in the middle of the night. I am getting fustrated and having too much painful. I am standing up, searching for different position and yelling my husband and the driver, "Please, drive fast! fast! fast!" killed me! killed me! killed me! This is too much pain!

At 2:30am, finally we arrived at the hospital. Man! I was dump annoyed. I am in too much pain, but they did not allowed us to go inside until my husband finished to fill in the papers. Then finally the nurse take me to the room, where I lay down, check me and my baby!

I've wait more 20 minutes when the doctor came at the hospital. Pedia woman came into room, trying to pull my baby in the head. They did it 3 to 4 times but still, no baby came out! Then the doctor decide to take me in Cesarian section, and thats it! My baby 8.4 pounds came out at 3:10am in the morning.

Moving on.. After I've give birth with my baby inna. I'm back and forth to the hospital. I was sick! I get infection in my breast, very high fever and the doctor gave me a wrong medicine. It was not expected though, I was so hurt. I'm begging my husband almost everyday about going back home here in Phillipines. I was so bored, bored with hospital and nurse in hawaii.

Her morning schedule, and ours..

This morning we got up around 7am in the morning. As usual, my baby woke up early than us. I think all baby woke up very early than their parents, Am I right?

These past few days I've noticed that my baby woke up very, very early and she so excited playing with her toys. But she so good. She won't bothering us when were asleep. She only on the bed, lying.. and playing with her toys. But as soon she saw me awakened, she will begging me to go outside and make her food. Usually she asked for a milk, but she know that I won't give her milk bottle. So now she used to na. I usually give her a veggy, potato, oats or pineapple/apple juice every morning. But this morning, I've cooked her a boil coliflower in the pot. After 4 minutes cooked, as soon I reserved the cooked coliflower in the pot. My baby started asking me for her plate and small glass! She already knew, knew that her food is ready!

After I reserved the cooked coliflower, I asked her to wait more for 3 minutes because it still hot! She was waiting, holding her spoon - ready to eat her yummy veggy coliflower!

Three minutes later, my baby inna so excited to grab her food! She eat the food with pineapple juice. After eating the one pieces coliflower - she says "Ma, saa." which means "Enaku bisa" (kapampangan language) she usually talks in shortcut. Then, she took her plate away. I'd replied; Beh, eat more.. that's yummy food! Look at me. Hmm, yummy! Wants more? (I ate little pieces of the coliflower to show her the food it was yummy with matching masarap ang pagkain!). Then, I've pointed the coliflower in her mouth and she eat it and says; No more! No more!

I replied; Beh, two more oh.. Lets it those two pieces, okay? Then we go outside. At first she won't listening. She lying on the bed and thinking.. Then I've repeat what I said and she got up into bed and eat more veggies, until its gone.

And this is my baby inna this morning, playing with her baloons. It's was fun seeing her enjoying the balloons. She was throwing the baloons on the air. My twinsister and girlfriend blow them all up. I've try to blow up one balloons, though I can't! Blowing a balloons really hurts my face lols!

Moving on.. Back to topic. My baby inna usually woke up around 6am in the morning, me and her papa usually woke up around 7am or 8am in the morning because we're always going to bed late at night. You know us, we're computer addicted eh. My husband is workcaholic and I am blogcaholic and sometimes I am talking with my girlfriends online or my other sister online, who are now living happy and enjoying the life in Orlando Florida. Too sad though, because we haven't see her for 9 to 10 months now.

When I'm sick, this is what I felt

Just woke up a while ago, after having a 2 hours sleep my body is weak. I cannot walk straight and fast just like my body telling me to take more a nap! I think I having this because I do not have enough sleep these past few days.

Man, I cannot even start this post. My hands are shaking and my eyes keep on blinking. But I've stuff wants to do and I don't want to sleep anymore because I am waiting for my favorites teleserye.

How's my monday so far? Not great, right now I felt really sad and I'm missing my back home. I miss my father, mother, three brother, niece and my other sister who live in FL. I am sure I'm having this feelings right now because I'm sick. Yes!! Everytime I am sick, I miss them. Just like I am dreaming to have them with me right now. Oh well.. I'm someone who was always sick before, and they always with me. Honestly, I'm getting sick of my sickness and tiredness! Oh good god, please help me to get rid of this sickness with me. Ever since I've this sickness. I'm getting so bored, so bored with this sickness.

Well anyway, moving on.. I'm getting dramatic na here! Let's talk about my baby inna. My baby inna is already 20 months old. We're not giving her any milk. Currently I'm giving her solid food and she's drinking juice. She lost weight so fast, the last time I take her to the pedia (lastmonth) she weight 17kilos. Probably her weight now is 14kilos (normal weight for her size and age).

This is what she look now. This picture taken two days ago. The day coming so fast, its seem like it was just yesterday when I've just give birth with my first baby. She's really so cute. She is the cutest baby girl in this world.

Look at her in the picture. She look like "ahh, what mama saying with maching kurot kilay." I actually buladas her when I took this picture because she always hiding and run away from me whenever I've try to take her a snap shot. It's really give me a hard time to take her a good shot though, 'cause she kept moving, hiding and run away from me. But it was fine and it was fun for me. It's just need to kept buladas her until you see a good post of her. So what do you think about the picture? Not bad eh? I usually take her a blurry picture, but this one is not bad - just the sun too bright!

Anyway moving on with another topic. About our daily life here, here in our new place. Today it was a usual day! My baby woke up early than us. But she's a good girl, she did not bother us and did not try a nasty thing (just like the other day while I was asleep - she was putting her milky bottle on my mouth and trying to feed me and punch my nose on her milky bottle, i guess because i don't want to got up!) but this morning he just lying on the bed, waiting for us to got up! According to my husband, when he see our baby in the bed - she only playing, playing her milky bottle and waiting for us! I'll probably woke up after 20 minutes when my husband got up! I woke up with a sore body and dizzyness! My gosh I felt not good though, I felt like someone give me a sleeping pills lastnight. My eyes keep on blinking, and my body felt strange. I think I've this feeling when I've take a Mosegor Vita which is for skinny people, who wants to gain weight. Yes! I have try to take a Mosegor vitamin a few months back because I really want to gain more, more weight! You probably think that I'm so skinny, no! Not that skinny. I'm just in normal weight and height.

Here my latest photos. I think this picture taken lastweek. I'm in the store, talking with my girlfriend then suddenly my twinsister took me a picture without permission. I was about sermon my baby here, then my girlfriend talk about something funny!

But you probably see in the picture that I'm smiling and giving a good focus my twinsister. But honestly I did not give her a smile and focus, and I don't remember that I have post like this! lols!

Back to topic. About me. Do you think my body is okay? Not so skinny right? Do you think do I still need to gain more weight? Let me know what you think. Your comments really highly appreciate. Thank you!